利根川幸雄 // Tonegawa Yukio (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
12second_orz) wrote2011-02-08 12:38 pm
12second_orz) wrote2011-02-08 12:38 pm
ic: contact post
[The video cuts to a plain black screen with the word 'UNAVAILABLE' written in white, with Tonegawa speaking over it.]
At the moment, I am away from my desk. Please leave a message and I will get back to you at the most convenient time.
[beeep]
At the moment, I am away from my desk. Please leave a message and I will get back to you at the most convenient time.
[beeep]
[voice]
You think I don't know that?! You think I haven't beaten myself up about it every fucking night?! You know, I managed to delude myself for a while. Tell myself that just one more push would save me. But I'm done with that now- I've woken up. And I don't need you of all people to tell me that I made a mistake-!
[video]
Oh my god. I don't believe this. Here I was, sitting here, wallowing in self-pity about losing to someone like you, and you-- -- just went and blew the entire deal clean out of the water. This can't be happening, not to me.